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Sheila Rodríguez Castillo

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The moment when you’re feeling emptiness taking over your body, a never ending free fall. A tired woman, nervous, short-tempered under pressure of the abnormal and contradictory.

She’s lost any emotion, what is concrete, what is personal, what is real - everything reduced into abstractions - isolated in a solitary moment of the self surrounded by a lake of oblivion.

A woman without past or future, prisoner of an instant that changes constantly. A woman who thinks she has lost herself but can’t really be certain, as she’s currently absent.

Elvira Beljajeva

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There are people that transform our understanding of the world. Almost as if they send us to another planet, while taking off the pink sunglasses we are wearing.  You feel as if you are born again, but with a higher awareness now, with a more open consciousness. Almost as if someone teleported you into maturity. You just opened your eyes and you see it all, even if you don’t understand exactly what is it you are seeing.  You can’t understand how can something that you used to see before be so far away from the true reality.  It might even be a frightening view to a mind that is still young, naive, still wearing the pink glasses.  How to come to peace with what’s happening around? How to keep the light shining inside while trying to not suffocate in this new world that you are in now?  Can I truly rely on the next day, when there are wars around, epidemics, mind control and famine in all its forms? Could these all be planned actions?  Can the tribe trust its leader?  This is your new life now, in which you don’t trust in history books or online search engines, you don’t trust television and media. The hints that point to the truth, that you might discover, are hidden far beneath a thick layer of propaganda, gossips, falsified facts.  We are suffocating, while at the same time believing that you are giving us oxygen. Our faith is so strong that we are indifferent towards the truth, which is already hidden so far from us.  A new person is easily lost in this world of YOUR truth, but it’s also so scary to live without it.
Everything has a its price. My price is clear. I miss my home. I always do.
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I am Elvira. I am too shy to speak about myself, but not that shy to be honest with you, sharing my thoughts, fears, emotions and beliefs.

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