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POSTPARTUM LAKE OF SANITY REPETITION NO EDITING RAW BASIC UNPOLISHED MADNESS MY SON TAKES ME OUT EVERY DAY WALKING IN CIRCLES WALKING IN MILION DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS RAINING LOTS OF CRYING SMELL MUDDY RIVER DISPAIR SILVER TREE SOLITUDE TALKING TO MYSELF EXHAUSTION LOTS OF TCHAI WALKING OUT OF MY HEAD ALL YEAR AROUND UNPROCESSED ALL IN ORDER VERY DARK THOUGHTS BREASTFEEDING SWEAT ON MY FACE FADING VISION SMELL OF WET SOIL SMELL OF PINE TREES YELLOW OAK SILENCE THROWN PICKLES ON THE GROUND FOGGY HEAVY BREATHING SNOWY LAKE FOOT PRINTS FRAMING BLINDING LIGHT ON THE EDGE OF MADNESS I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY CHILD EVERYDAY FAILURE DOUBTS MOTHERHOOD SCARED OF MYSELF LETTING GO FAILURE 3 YEARS OF FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE ACCEPTANCE SILENCE OBSERVATION NO WORD SPOKEN WHERE DO YOU END WHERE DO I START BOYHOOD MOTHERHOOD ONESELFHOOD SUICIDAL THOUGHTS 

I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON I’M PROVING YOU MY LOVE MY SON

THIS LAKE SAVED ME AND MY SON

ONE DAY THEY DRAINED THE WHOLE LAKE, RELOCATED THE WHOLE FAUNA AND REBUILD ITS BED FOR THE LIFE TO STRIVE

 

(I suffered very serious postpartum depression. Scared for my child's life and mine.)